It will not be all that hard- he is small, even for an elf.
[ But that is no surprise, he and Serena both were on the short side. ]
Well you will be welcome to borrow Lucci now and then after his baptism, he has only just become accustomed to sharing a bed with me or my being close as he slept. With the loss of his mother's touch I would rather not startle him with so sudden a change so soon.
You will be surprised how seldom you see him, in Skyhold. Everyone wants to hold a baby. [She tickles Lucci's belly with appropriate uttered sound effects.] What is a baptism, anyway?
A common Andrastian ceremony where a child- once they've survived nine months- is taken to the chantry to be brought into the Andrastian faith. It is as much that as it is an excuse for a party in the boy's honor later, and as good a way as any to inform those close to me that I've a son.
Mia, of course, Leliana, Alejandro, Vivienne. They all sort of...stumbled into my room when he was too obvious to hide. Alejo woke him and I may have threatened his life.
I did not want to tell him before I knew what I was going to do- I considered sending him away to somewhere safe and can you imagine his reaction if I told him 'oh I have a child but I am sending him away for his own good?'
Better that he not know if I do that. Now he is in the Western Approach dealing with warden things and, I think, hurt that I did not join him and this is something I would tell him to his face.
Serena? No. We shared a very lovely night together in Antiva City some time before I began traveling south to assist the Inquisition. It was meant to be only that.
It was. I sang to her, of course- she is a Merchant herself, a very fine Antivan lady. Hair like midnight, eyes like stars, and absolutely no patience for my posturing. You would like her very much I think. She knew my reputation, knew what she wanted, and we both enjoyed ourselves quite a bit.
[A broad smile as she rests her cheek against Lucci's head.] It's rather like us. We knew what it was, we enjoyed it, and we remember it. But now we're friends. I like it better now, actually.
It's all right. [She starts to gently coax her hair from the little hands.] I've been accustomed to this for years. Some bits of my hair are shorter than others because of babies. I don't resent it. They are all perfect.
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[She touches her cheek to Lucci's head.]
I love him already. I want about twenty of these.
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[ But that is no surprise, he and Serena both were on the short side. ]
Well you will be welcome to borrow Lucci now and then after his baptism, he has only just become accustomed to sharing a bed with me or my being close as he slept. With the loss of his mother's touch I would rather not startle him with so sudden a change so soon.
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Told Alistair. About my son.
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[That's just about the most bizarre thing she could have expected to hear.]
I won't spring it on him before you have a chance, then.
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Better that he not know if I do that. Now he is in the Western Approach dealing with warden things and, I think, hurt that I did not join him and this is something I would tell him to his face.
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[She cuddles Lucci a bit, her heart reaching out toward that biological urge to have one of these. One day.]
Babies change everything. He'll stop being hurt when he realizes there's a baby. That's how people are.
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[She kisses Lucci's bald head.]
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[ Too late, Lucci has reached up to catch whatever bits of Pel's hair is in his little hands reach. ]
Move.
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